Wednesday, December 13, 2006

trepidation

driving back from the company function. a dozen people who do what i do and a couple of people above them buying them $27 entrees, wine and cocktails. that kind of thing. long day. 15 hours in my favorite black suit. not one of the other 3 black suits hanging in the closet. i called cat on my way home and she asked should she have a few drinks lined up for me. it's a long drive. an hour. and there was the gift exchange. i got a sid vicious action figure and a starbucks gift card. there's your dichotomy.

i drove home thinking about razor blades and guard rails.

but when i got home i read about a dream i had. kisses first time like long held lovers. mouth on mouth after a short absence felt like forever. don't you know? just the words are so closer to real than escape.

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